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Exordium
03:16
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2. |
Exility
03:34
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There comes a time
Where men will try
To justify their selfish ways
To run away
From those they owe
And leave the ones they love behind
But who am I
To step on the toes
Of those that chose to walk away
They chose their paths, to walk in contempt
And leave the ones they love behind
Wounded souls
Left behind
Forced to live in a state of existential dread
Wounded souls
Left behind
Forced to live in a state of existential dread
And when they see me, they beg for forgiveness
And when they see me, they cry to come back
They seek redemption, the one I fail to give
For abandoning their dues
There comes a time
Where men will try
To justify their selfish ways
To run away
From those they owe
And leave the ones they love behind
But who am I
To step on the toes
Of those that chose to walk away
They chose their paths, to walk in contempt
And lose the trust they dearly held
Wounded souls
Left behind
Forced to live in a state of existential dread
Wounded souls
Left behind
Forced to live in a state of existential dread
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3. |
Weak Willed
03:16
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Weakness surpassed my will
Coward acts from a coward man
Hang your head in shame from the life you used to live
Cheat, steal, try to reason
Selfish acts, lies and treason
Prone to be manipulated
I’m not weak anymore
Venom from your snakelike tongue
Won’t burn my skin anymore
This act of self importance
I try to exclude you out
Cheat, steal, try to reason
Selfish acts, lies and treason
Prone to be manipulated
I’m not weak anymore
The life you’ve lived is filled with grief
From the victims you sought out to break
Bending the will of your friends and family
To suit your obscene needs
Disgusting, awful scum of a man
Haven’t you ruined enough?
This putrid play has a final act
And a price that you will have to pay
Cheat, steal, try to reason
Selfish acts, lies and treason
Prone to be manipulated
I’m not weak anymore
This power goes through me and consumes my soul
Your influence dies as you try and fail
To use everyone as your personal pawn
Does it ever fucking end?
Sociopathic behavior weakens
Get called out by your own friends
There’s no use, give up and go
And cease this charade to manipulate everyone
Cancerous endeavours
Caused by your unrest
I was once caught on
By your toxic net
I was once weak willed
Easy to control
Now I have reformed
Stronger than before
I was once weak willed
Easy to control
Now I have reformed
Stronger than
I was once weak willed (oppression)
Easy to control (oppressed)
Now I have reformed
Stronger than
Never weak willed
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4. |
Becoming the Enemy
03:32
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Born into this putrid world expecting to survive
The deterioration of who I am inside
You are not the one that has to decide
Whether or not my id should live or die
Wait and see
(Become the enemy)
Who I’ll be
(Become the enemy)
Turn into
(Become the enemy)
What I abhor from this society
Mindless actions
Forced fed
Into a psyche
With no way to choose
Wait and see
(Become the enemy)
Who I’ll be
(Become the enemy)
Turning into
(Become the enemy)
What I abhor from this society
I’m becoming
My own rival
I’m becoming
That which i despise
Loss of subconsciousness
Disassociation
Detached from who you are
Now you’re just like them
Losing grip of yourself
Slowly you start to rot
This is who you’ve become
Is there a way to end this?
Mindless actions
Forced fed
Into a psyche
With no way to choose
I’m becoming
My own rival
I’m becoming
That which I despise
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5. |
Petrification
03:24
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Petrification
My body frozen shut
This hardened shell is no use to me
Paralytic
From the neck down
This sense of dread will not escape
Forced into, a frozen state
Nowhere to run, my body is stiff
Fight or flight, it doesn’t exist
Embracing death, consumed by solace
Stiffness in the joints
No reaction, I feel nothing
Embracing death, consumed by solace
I’m petrified
I’m scared to death
Frozen in time
Consumed by dread
Nowhere to go
Stuck in place
No way to end this petrification
I can’t seem to shake this
Feeling of dread
Trapped inside this shell
Almost dead
As life escapes me
I see my skin turn pale
Trapped inside
This corporal prison
My body’s frozen shut
Trapped inside this
Corporal prison
This frustration
Envelopes me
Sweating bullets
Self control
Is nonexistent
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6. |
Condemned to Fail
03:10
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I am broken and condemned to fail
I am destined to repeat my past
Fall back into what has kept me down
Doomed to live an endless cycle of rout
Born to live a life of pure neglect
Scorned and forced to suffer like the rest
Shackled by addiction and contempt
This is the hand I’ve been dealt
I am hopeless and condemned to fail
Tossed out, from the womb into the streets
Made to wallow in the scraps of life
Punished for someone else’s mistakes
Life can’t be this fucking bleak
A quick fix is all that I need
Forever destined to fail
This is my present and future
Doomed to repeat my past
There is no redemption
Wallow in pity and self doubt
Forever built for failure
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7. |
Severing Ties
05:37
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Breaking the link, between them and me
Putrid illusions that cloud what I see
Time won’t resolve what I must throw away
Sever the ties that held you at bay
Sever all ties
That break inner peace
Disassociate
From those that kept you back
Sever all the ties
That break inner peace
Disassociate
From those that kept you down
You won’t keep me down
You won’t stop my purpose
You will never know the feeling of defeat
Break those chains that have
Kept you in your place
Let their dead weight go
They’ll sink on their own
Sever all the ties
That break inner peace
Disassociate
From those that kept you back
Sever all ties
That break inner peace
Disassociate
From those that held you back
You won’t keep me down
You won’t stop my purpose
You will never know the feeling of defeat
Break those chains that have
Kept you in your place
Let their dead weight go
They’ll sink on their own
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8. |
Self Mutilation
04:28
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Self harm
Self mutilation
Tearing
My skin apart
Doomed too
Hurt those that love you
Cancelled
By your own brain
Self hate
Self preservation
Parted yourself from them
As I slowly boil inside
My outer shell follows suit
This burning anxiety
This finite control
I’m overwhelming myself
This tingling sensation
The rage it induces
Suffocating my functions
Explosive, corrosive
Words and actions
Harming the ones that are close
My skin, it rises
It flakes and pounds
As I slowly peel out the rinds
Self harm
Self mutilation
Tearing
My skin apart
Doomed too
Hurt those that love you
Cancelled
By your own brain
Self hate
Self preservation
Parted yourself from them
As I slowly boil inside
My outer shell follows suit
This undying feeling
It’s cold and unpleasant
This prison created by me
The outer layer blisters and boils
Causing pain and tremendous vexation
I wish I could shed this crippling shell
But the damage has been done
There’s no use for me in this world
The only exit is six feet in soil
Turned into a prophet of filth
My tongue rots from my putrid words
I can’t continue on like this
Farewell to this, anxiety
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9. |
Creatures in Distress
03:47
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I seek the bliss of euthanasia
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
To self destruct is second nature
Of those that walk on broken glass
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
I scream and cry out, until my lungs break down
My desire, is my self immolation
The cold embrace of my repose
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
It’s time for my self termination
Now I leave this material plane
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
Self inflicted, needs to destroy
I try to call for god, like creatures in distress
Anxiously waiting for their own demise
Struggling, clenched by a murderous thread
Embracing hold as it cuts my breathing
Firmly, it wraps from the back of my neck
Tightening, holding the last of my being
Struggling, clenched by a murderous thread
Embracing hold as it cuts my breathing
Firmly, it wraps from the back of my neck
Tightening, holding the last of my being
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Out of Hand Puerto Rico
Puerto Rican death metal trio that blends the raw filth of old school death/thrash with the intense energy of new school
grindcore/hardcore
OUT OF HAND IS:
Joel Rivera - bass guitar/vocals
Omar Gonzalez - rhythm guitar
Daniel Maymi - drums
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