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Exility

by Out of Hand

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1.
Exordium 03:16
2.
Exility 03:34
There comes a time Where men will try To justify their selfish ways To run away From those they owe And leave the ones they love behind But who am I To step on the toes Of those that chose to walk away They chose their paths, to walk in contempt And leave the ones they love behind Wounded souls Left behind Forced to live in a state of existential dread Wounded souls Left behind Forced to live in a state of existential dread And when they see me, they beg for forgiveness And when they see me, they cry to come back They seek redemption, the one I fail to give For abandoning their dues There comes a time Where men will try To justify their selfish ways To run away From those they owe And leave the ones they love behind But who am I To step on the toes Of those that chose to walk away They chose their paths, to walk in contempt And lose the trust they dearly held Wounded souls Left behind Forced to live in a state of existential dread Wounded souls Left behind Forced to live in a state of existential dread
3.
Weak Willed 03:16
Weakness surpassed my will Coward acts from a coward man Hang your head in shame from the life you used to live Cheat, steal, try to reason Selfish acts, lies and treason Prone to be manipulated I’m not weak anymore Venom from your snakelike tongue Won’t burn my skin anymore This act of self importance I try to exclude you out Cheat, steal, try to reason Selfish acts, lies and treason Prone to be manipulated I’m not weak anymore The life you’ve lived is filled with grief From the victims you sought out to break Bending the will of your friends and family To suit your obscene needs Disgusting, awful scum of a man Haven’t you ruined enough? This putrid play has a final act And a price that you will have to pay Cheat, steal, try to reason Selfish acts, lies and treason Prone to be manipulated I’m not weak anymore This power goes through me and consumes my soul Your influence dies as you try and fail To use everyone as your personal pawn Does it ever fucking end? Sociopathic behavior weakens Get called out by your own friends There’s no use, give up and go And cease this charade to manipulate everyone Cancerous endeavours Caused by your unrest I was once caught on By your toxic net I was once weak willed Easy to control Now I have reformed Stronger than before I was once weak willed Easy to control Now I have reformed Stronger than I was once weak willed (oppression) Easy to control (oppressed) Now I have reformed Stronger than Never weak willed
4.
Born into this putrid world expecting to survive The deterioration of who I am inside You are not the one that has to decide Whether or not my id should live or die Wait and see (Become the enemy) Who I’ll be (Become the enemy) Turn into (Become the enemy) What I abhor from this society Mindless actions Forced fed Into a psyche With no way to choose Wait and see (Become the enemy) Who I’ll be (Become the enemy) Turning into (Become the enemy) What I abhor from this society I’m becoming My own rival I’m becoming That which i despise Loss of subconsciousness Disassociation Detached from who you are Now you’re just like them Losing grip of yourself Slowly you start to rot This is who you’ve become Is there a way to end this? Mindless actions Forced fed Into a psyche With no way to choose I’m becoming My own rival I’m becoming That which I despise
5.
Petrification My body frozen shut This hardened shell is no use to me Paralytic From the neck down This sense of dread will not escape Forced into, a frozen state Nowhere to run, my body is stiff Fight or flight, it doesn’t exist Embracing death, consumed by solace Stiffness in the joints No reaction, I feel nothing Embracing death, consumed by solace I’m petrified I’m scared to death Frozen in time Consumed by dread Nowhere to go Stuck in place No way to end this petrification I can’t seem to shake this Feeling of dread Trapped inside this shell Almost dead As life escapes me I see my skin turn pale Trapped inside This corporal prison My body’s frozen shut Trapped inside this Corporal prison This frustration Envelopes me Sweating bullets Self control Is nonexistent
6.
I am broken and condemned to fail I am destined to repeat my past Fall back into what has kept me down Doomed to live an endless cycle of rout Born to live a life of pure neglect Scorned and forced to suffer like the rest Shackled by addiction and contempt This is the hand I’ve been dealt I am hopeless and condemned to fail Tossed out, from the womb into the streets Made to wallow in the scraps of life Punished for someone else’s mistakes Life can’t be this fucking bleak A quick fix is all that I need Forever destined to fail This is my present and future Doomed to repeat my past There is no redemption Wallow in pity and self doubt Forever built for failure
7.
Breaking the link, between them and me Putrid illusions that cloud what I see Time won’t resolve what I must throw away Sever the ties that held you at bay Sever all ties That break inner peace Disassociate From those that kept you back Sever all the ties That break inner peace Disassociate From those that kept you down You won’t keep me down You won’t stop my purpose You will never know the feeling of defeat Break those chains that have Kept you in your place Let their dead weight go They’ll sink on their own Sever all the ties That break inner peace Disassociate From those that kept you back Sever all ties That break inner peace Disassociate From those that held you back You won’t keep me down You won’t stop my purpose You will never know the feeling of defeat Break those chains that have Kept you in your place Let their dead weight go They’ll sink on their own
8.
Self harm Self mutilation Tearing My skin apart Doomed too Hurt those that love you Cancelled By your own brain Self hate Self preservation Parted yourself from them As I slowly boil inside My outer shell follows suit This burning anxiety This finite control I’m overwhelming myself This tingling sensation The rage it induces Suffocating my functions Explosive, corrosive Words and actions Harming the ones that are close My skin, it rises It flakes and pounds As I slowly peel out the rinds Self harm Self mutilation Tearing My skin apart Doomed too Hurt those that love you Cancelled By your own brain Self hate Self preservation Parted yourself from them As I slowly boil inside My outer shell follows suit This undying feeling It’s cold and unpleasant This prison created by me The outer layer blisters and boils Causing pain and tremendous vexation I wish I could shed this crippling shell But the damage has been done There’s no use for me in this world The only exit is six feet in soil Turned into a prophet of filth My tongue rots from my putrid words I can’t continue on like this Farewell to this, anxiety
9.
I seek the bliss of euthanasia Self inflicted, needs to destroy Self inflicted, needs to destroy To self destruct is second nature Of those that walk on broken glass Self inflicted, needs to destroy Self inflicted, needs to destroy I scream and cry out, until my lungs break down My desire, is my self immolation The cold embrace of my repose Self inflicted, needs to destroy Self inflicted, needs to destroy It’s time for my self termination Now I leave this material plane Self inflicted, needs to destroy Self inflicted, needs to destroy I try to call for god, like creatures in distress Anxiously waiting for their own demise Struggling, clenched by a murderous thread Embracing hold as it cuts my breathing Firmly, it wraps from the back of my neck Tightening, holding the last of my being Struggling, clenched by a murderous thread Embracing hold as it cuts my breathing Firmly, it wraps from the back of my neck Tightening, holding the last of my being

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Debut album by Puerto Rican death metal/grindcore quartet, Out of Hand. Contains 9 savage rage fueled tracks that deal with personal struggle, overcoming mental anguish, and living in a morally bankrupt world.

OUT OF HAND IS:

Joel Rivera - bass/vocals
Angel Rosado - guitar
Omar Gonzalez - guitar
Daniel Maymi - drums

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released May 7, 2021

Recorded and mixed by Kitan Rodriguez at Lady Starship studios in Orocovis, PR.

Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege in Portland, Oregon, USA.

Artwork by Jotham Malave

Guest vocal performance by:
Bradley Pacheco from Martyr's Tongue (Exility)
Wesley Swan Lopez from Ritual Kannabis (Creatures in Distress)

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Out of Hand Puerto Rico

Puerto Rican death metal trio that blends the raw filth of old school death/thrash with the intense energy of new school grindcore/hardcore

OUT OF HAND IS:
Joel Rivera - bass guitar/vocals
Omar Gonzalez - rhythm guitar
Daniel Maymi - drums
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